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[ a: early on; ]
'He is losing pieces of himself' is an overly alarmist phrasing. The edges of the darkness that clings to him are consistently and constantly flickering, and, yes, detaching themselves to vanish into the air, as if bleeding off nothingness from a source that is continually refilling itself. The phrasing implies that the process drains from him intrinsically in some way, and as best as he can figure it does not. It has not done him any harm thus far and even were it a slow, minute, but steady decline, he would have noticed it.

So then, the faint feeling of... drain, for lack of a better term, he feels somewhere at the core of his being must source from elsewhere. Perhaps a side effect of being as he is, mostly coalesced upon one point in time and able to interact? Perhaps a side effect of possibly having a quantifiable amount of magic again, and not allowing himself to regenerate it? Endless possibilities.

The edges of his self are less clearly defined than they were before the wave of changes had washed across some of the other castle residents. He'd watched and listened and kept his distance, let them settle. He doesn't realize that something has tangibly changed in himself until he attempts to push against a door to open it and instead falls through it and part of the floor on the other side, ending up halfway in the ground with a sharp electronic noise of surprise before he manages to pull himself out.

... He is back to intangible, it seems. He isn't sure where the closest mirror would be (perhaps the fountains would serve as a reflective surface, failing all else), but, looking down at the blurred outlines of his hands, he would not be surprised if it turned out he'd lost whatever solid form he'd had previous as well.

He'd braced himself for whatever his situation had been to be temporary. Ha ha. This is something he'd personally would have rather been wrong about...

... He needs to find. Someone. Wander throughout the castle in pursuit of that, see if he could still be perceived, or. Or if he'd been reduced to something like he was before, present, but nonetheless only ever capable of watching and letting things play out.

(There is a pinprick point of hollowness in him at the thought, and it is only set to grow.)

[ b; varying ]
"That's awful," he mutters to no one in particular, using the exercise of translating his own mismatched vocalizations into Aster as a grounding measure. Normally it isn't a particularly taxing endeavour. Now, though, the effort leaves him slumped as a formless black shadow in some out of the way corner, away from commotion, away from the sun because some exposure is simply an uncomfortably-too-hot and more than that it burns.

His thoughts will not stop intruding on themselves. They tangle in and around themselves to the point he can't tell where one ends and another begins. If he does not focus on his immediate surroundings then other environs overlap and blend together in his mind, some ones he hasn't ever seen himself but others have. Others bearing the name Gaster, whose memories of experimentation and hurt and love and LOVE and cruelty and apathy he possesses in fragments and shards without context but nonetheless are not him.

(Right?)

The ache in his SOUL has grown. Grown from a needle's point of emptiness to something larger, but it would not take much to fill it while it is still small. Better to stave it off while the hunger is a lesser pain. All he has to do is reach out and take.

"Absolutely... absolutely not. I would not." The shadow's form whips around in increasing agitation, tendrils of it lashing out aimlessly.

"I did not, do not, can not, βŒ–βœ‹β˜Ήβ˜Ή β˜ βšβ„πŸ“¬"

[ c; catch-all/wild card, hit me up with whatever and lemme know if you want for a specific kind of interaction; ]
Rather than avoid people, he's taken to trying to shadow the places that get the highest amounts of traffic. Is it out of concern for whatever else has happened and is continuing to happen?

Or does the prowling, looming shadow present a more foreboding figure than that?

[[ ooc planning/permissions post riight over this way. ]]

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Date: 2016-10-15 05:03 pm (UTC)
trombones: (play times over kiddo)
From: [personal profile] trombones
"Of... being you, I'm guessing?"

Sans isn't convinced. He has a feeling that's not quite it, but it's the only thing he has to go on.

"It's kind of hard not to, doc, but - if you don't want to talk about it, I guess I can't stop you," He says with a sigh, then looks down at himself. Gut, skin, hair and all. "And yeah, I did. Guess the castle thought I needed a makeover."

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Date: 2016-10-16 02:06 am (UTC)
trombones: (HUMAN?!!??!!?!?!?)
From: [personal profile] trombones
"All honesty, doc? It's kind of hard not to be when you word it like that."

Regardless, Sans drops it. Because now Gaster is sliding towards him, and something about it makes him even more uneasyl.

"... Heh. No kidding. I mean, I ain't exactly thrilled about the human thing, but... yeah. Pretty interesting."

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Date: 2016-10-17 03:26 am (UTC)
trombones: (time for bad)
From: [personal profile] trombones
"I'd rather you just come out and say it."

Also WOWWWW this is gonna be awkward. Sans is quiet for a long time.

"... Mostly."

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Date: 2016-10-17 04:16 pm (UTC)
trombones: (ur gonna have a bad time sweaty :))
From: [personal profile] trombones
Purple's not unfamiliar. Sans saw that spider girl in Hotland do something similar. He had stood still, frozen at the magic flaring, the shadows growing. He wasn't sure why -- surprise and confusion probably -- but now he was cursing himself as he tried to jerk away and realized he couldn't move.

Some random thought in the back of his mind wonders if this is how the kid felt.

Doubly cursing his additional weight, he tries to twist his body to the side, as if makes himself any less uncomfortably close to Gaster.

What the hell.

"Da.... doc, what... come on. I don't know what you're talking about, but knock it off."

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Date: 2016-10-18 06:58 am (UTC)
trombones: (you will have an ungood moment)
From: [personal profile] trombones
"Call it a bad habit. Seriously. Let me go."

Sans kept his eyes locked on Gaster. He tried to force his bewilderment and growing fear into something neutral, but those kind of things were harder to hide on a human expression.

In all honesty, he wouldn't really call it a bad habit, but consideration to other timelines was the last thing on his mind now.

Then he saw Gaster's SOUL. He stares, eyes widening under his furrowed, sweating brow.

"What... what happened to you?"

Sans wasn't thrilled to be human, but now he was grateful for the extra 19 HP now. Too bad he didn't have magic, and he couldn't punch his way out of a paper bag.

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Date: 2016-10-19 06:28 am (UTC)
trombones: (HUMAN)
From: [personal profile] trombones
Dammit.

Sans eyes never left Gaster. There's a mixture of confusion, concern, and a little bit of fear on his expression all at once. He's about to open his mouth and say something when the tendrils happen. Reflexes kick in first, and he's moving before he even realizes he can. One line to another. He may not have dealt with Muffet's similar magic before, but at least his dodging skills were still intact.

Whoah.

"Whoah."

As he moves to the next "line" of magic, he takes a quick, reflexive sidestep. So that's how it was going to be, huh. Welp. This is what he was afraid of. He can feel a uneasy chill of sweat already beading on his brow. He wasn't tired yet, but he knew this was going to be bad. He grins, strained.

"Watch it, old man. You could really hurt somebdy with that." A pause passes. Then his grin gives, and his expression suddenly goes flat. "Look... I don't know what you're trying to do. But snap the hell out of it already."

Or he'll...

Somethig.

He doesn't really know yet. He was adept with magic, but he couldn't shortcut his way out this time. And even with his new human strength, he sure as hell didn't want to fight.

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Date: 2016-10-22 04:19 am (UTC)
trombones: (Default)
From: [personal profile] trombones
"A soul...?"

Before Sans can really think about it, Gaster's bone volley hits. Sidestep, sidestep, jump back, jump forward--

"Hhh--"

--get hit. Shit. He tilts his head a fraction of a second too slow and splintered bone scrapes his cheek. Another deeply grazes his shoulder not even a second later. Sans quietly hisses through his teeth and grabs his arm. Funny how the extra layers made all the difference. Dodging is suddenly a lot more difficult when you're not used to the extra inches of skin, muscle, and other organs.

Hah.

That's not funny.

-4 damage. Blood trickled down his cheek and bloomed on his jacket. He still had 16 HP, something else he wasn't used to either. Finally, blue eyes glance up at Gaster. He straightens up again. His other hand goes back in his pocket. He stands, casually as ever, like none of the last five seconds happened.

The blood and sweat says otherwise, but hey.

"... good point."

Part of him tells him to fight back. He doesn't want to.

"If this is who you are... welp. I'm probably pretty screwed. But I met you before. In the music room. Remember? You're right. I don't know who you are. As much as every impulse I got in me wants you to be somebody you're... probably not. But... guy in the music room is the Gaster I met. This isn't. This isn't you."

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Date: 2016-10-24 03:38 am (UTC)
trombones: (get ready for FULL LIFE CONSEQUENCES)
From: [personal profile] trombones
"I dunno. I think he can hear me just fine."

Gaster's reaction said plenty. Sans lets go of his shoulder and gives a one-handed shrug. There's blood on his palm.

"And this castle's doing things to us. All of us. You included," He says as he pushes out another long, slow breath. He exhales just in time to dodge again, this time a little better than before. The sting in both his cheek and shoulder are distracting sensations, but he manages to do it well enough with a quick sidestep.

When a moment's pause passes, he brings that bloody hand to his chest.

"But the thing is, doc... speaking of the other guy, I still got that piece of him in me. So I can't really let you have my soul. Whatever you are or aren't. Sorry."

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Date: 2016-10-26 07:13 am (UTC)
trombones: (you will have an ungood moment)
From: [personal profile] trombones
"You weren't. I just wanted you to know."

Usually, protecting himself wasn't a high priority. But whatever changed this Gaster... the combination of that and his father's soul couldn't be good. For once, Sans couldn't afford not to protect himself.

Whether or not he could was another story. He swore mentally as the blasters appeared. The casual act breaks just slightly as his eyes widen. Damn. Why does he have to be the one that can't summon them back now? Just barely avoiding the first few blasts, he takes a couple steps back. He keeps moving. Up and down and up and down. Of course, just because he's avoiding the line of fire doesn't mean he doesn't come dangerously close. Doesn't mean he's not getting tired. He was already hurt over one stupid mistake.

The edge of his hood catches, and he smells the singe.

"Dang, old man... hff. I liked this jacket."

He had to run. Too bad that was easier said than done. As he dodges, Sans tried his hand at *Struggling.

He pushes against the lines just a little more. Testing the boundaries, testing for weaknesses. He had an idea of how purple magic worked, but he never experienced it for himself until now. Maybe he could find a way out. Otherwise, his only other options were to break Gaster's concentrating... or fight.

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Date: 2016-10-28 06:21 am (UTC)
trombones: (ur gonna have a bad time sweaty :))
From: [personal profile] trombones
"Probably. Like I told you, I'm probably pretty screwed."

He knew that much. But--

His leg gives at one spot in the magic more than the others. Whatever depressing monologue he was going to give himself snaps out of his attention. As obvious as it was that he was struggling, he tries not to make a scene out of the discovery. Just - keep looking at him, Sans. Keep dodging. Distract him.

"But I'm not fighting you."

Too bad his stamina was catching up with him. As he tries to sidestep out of the way again, another bone shard hits him in the leg. It digs in. His breath catches. He stumbles to one knee. Shit. He exhales out, slow and shaky.

How's that for a breather? How's that for a human, with more strength than he'd ever have, but still can't fight someone who looks like his father? The broken voice and distorted body just make it worse.

'Pathetic' doesn't feel like the right word. Sans settles for calling himself really, really, REALLY bad at being human.

Heh.

"H... Hey. Do you... like leg jokes? Personally... I can't stand 'em."

you could say he's inSANSitive

Date: 2016-10-28 04:51 pm (UTC)
trombones: (you will not find the good times u seek)
From: [personal profile] trombones
"H... heheh."

Sans is panting. There might be a way out. Maybe. He can barely move. He can barely breathe. His breath still catches in gaps, resumed by abrupt, shaky gasps in between. It hurts.

He falls back on his behind. If he were a foot (hah) closer, maybe he could kick out the weak spot... and then what? Drag himself away? Bleed out somewhere else and hope Gaster doesn't feel like following him.

Another shaky breath. Sans brings his hand to his shoulder and closes his eyes. He thinks about home, on the surface, that one time he snapped out of himself to save Papyrus from a couple of human punks with a baseball bat. It was abrupt, confusing, terrifying, in a time where he wasn't sure whether or not time really would keep on ticking. But he did it anyway. For once in his life, he could protect his brother.

He knows he can't do it again.

It ached. Maybe it showed in his soul, for all he knew. The feeling he couldn't protect his father, despite all the cards he had in his hands now. He knew he couldn't get away.

His eyes stayed closed.

"Don't. Don't do this."

yeah

Date: 2016-10-29 04:58 am (UTC)
trombones: (your not gona good time)
From: [personal profile] trombones
You're not sorry, he wants to say. But that's not fair. Sans didn't want Gaster to disappear either. But not like this. Instead, he opens his eyes.

"Don't," He shakes out as he tries to back away, as if it does any good even with the purple magic gone. "I don't... I don't want... to forget... he keeps telling me I should, but..."

The hand that goes through him doesn't feel like anything beyond numb, but he gasps at the new sensation all the same. He feels himself go into a long, breathless string of words without stopping, like he's not quite aware of himself.

"Stop stop stop stop stop stop I already know I'm never going to see my brother again why do you want to take my dad away from me too don't take him please just STOP--"

Then the painful resonance. The Gaster in Sans soul suddenly glows harsh and bright through his chest, through all the skin and muscle and blood still leaking out of him. He gasps again at the sudden sensation of Gaster's hand leaving him, and the rest of him collapses on the floor, breathing hard. He grabs at his chest.

"Stop... stop."

Gaster already did, but Sans was still reeling.

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