Enter the reflection
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The first thing he notices is that he's no longer plugged into his charger base. He wasn't asleep- he doesn't have the need- but he'd set his senses to 'hibernate'. It passes the time faster than being alert all night, when his (caretakers? friends?) humans are asleep. He has his danger alert system on, so if something entered the apartment he would know.
Apparently the same was not true of exiting the apartment. His eyes come back online with a soft green glow and he starts in surprise. Dust, cobwebs... stone. Nothing is familiar. That isn't possible. He doesn't dream, and he sensed no change, no movement. Hesitantly, he stands, glancing around, poised at every joint to run or dodge.
No danger is apparent, no matter how many times he scans. He can't trust his sensors, though, because they didn't even detect his arrival here. How could he have been moved without noticing?
"Kotetsu?"
He calls to his host. His own voice echoes back through the room, sounding eerie as it returns to his ears from the outside. They buzz with light feedback. He frowns. If anything has happened to Kotetsu... The android feels his eyes flash red for a moment at the thought.
He can feel the anxiety rising in his wires, sparking circuits and making his voice box feel squeezed. He remembers what Barnaby taught him, about controlling fear. Breathing in three, out five. In three, out seven, in three, out ten. Focus on your physical form. Take stock of what you know is true, toss out what you're assuming. Start over.
He is in a throne room. There is no immediate danger. He is unsure how he arrived. He is unsure of Kotetsu's whereabouts. The android takes out his phone and attempts to send a message. No signal. He does another breathing exercise. He doesn't actually need the air, of course, but his body requires the pressure change to speak, and the rhythm of it soothes even his synthetic body.
All other options exhausted, he must explore and search. He opens his map program and begins with a fresh, empty blueprint. He estimates the dimensions of the room, adds in the doors. He chooses one of those doors, and begins his exploration.
Apparently the same was not true of exiting the apartment. His eyes come back online with a soft green glow and he starts in surprise. Dust, cobwebs... stone. Nothing is familiar. That isn't possible. He doesn't dream, and he sensed no change, no movement. Hesitantly, he stands, glancing around, poised at every joint to run or dodge.
No danger is apparent, no matter how many times he scans. He can't trust his sensors, though, because they didn't even detect his arrival here. How could he have been moved without noticing?
"Kotetsu?"
He calls to his host. His own voice echoes back through the room, sounding eerie as it returns to his ears from the outside. They buzz with light feedback. He frowns. If anything has happened to Kotetsu... The android feels his eyes flash red for a moment at the thought.
He can feel the anxiety rising in his wires, sparking circuits and making his voice box feel squeezed. He remembers what Barnaby taught him, about controlling fear. Breathing in three, out five. In three, out seven, in three, out ten. Focus on your physical form. Take stock of what you know is true, toss out what you're assuming. Start over.
He is in a throne room. There is no immediate danger. He is unsure how he arrived. He is unsure of Kotetsu's whereabouts. The android takes out his phone and attempts to send a message. No signal. He does another breathing exercise. He doesn't actually need the air, of course, but his body requires the pressure change to speak, and the rhythm of it soothes even his synthetic body.
All other options exhausted, he must explore and search. He opens his map program and begins with a fresh, empty blueprint. He estimates the dimensions of the room, adds in the doors. He chooses one of those doors, and begins his exploration.
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Date: 2016-09-19 12:49 am (UTC)He didn't realize how strung up and anxious he was until he suddenly felt safe again. Even if something is terribly wrong, with Kotetsu here, and Barnaby soon, too, they can sort it out. Toshi believes in that. He believes in them.
Boundaries are a myth. As far as Toshi is concerned, Kotetsu can touch him wherever, however, and whenever he wants, because he knows Kotetsu would never hurt him. Every touch he's ever been given has been wonderful and good. He loves the arm around his shoulder just now, such a Kotetsu thing to do, and he slips his arm lightly around Kotetsu's waist.
"I will give you that much credit." He will be stubborn about this, and the suddenly confident smile on his face proves it. It doesn't last, though, in the face of that compliment. Toshi's cheeks color again and he looks down.
"... Did you pick a fight with a giant crocodile, Kotetsu?" He almost sounds more like Barnaby when he says that.
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Date: 2016-09-19 02:47 am (UTC)Even so, once he sees Toshi go back to staring at his feet, Kotetsu is preparing to apologize. Apologize for what, he's not entirely sure...but it seems like something he said suddenly made his counterpart feel uncomfortable.
But then Toshi comes out with that instead, and Kotetsu lets out a short bark of laughter that's as much surprised as amused. Then, of course, he adopts an expression of theatrical mock-offense that's probably quite familiar to the android by now. It's his favorite look to wear around Barnaby when he starts in on similar lines of questioning.
"I did not pick a fight with a giant crocodile! I'll have you know that the giant crocodile picked a fight with me! There I was, just minding my own business wondering what I was suddenly doing in a library, and then grrrr, there he was, talking about ripping me limb from limb. I had to jump out a window."
He also might have made remarks about the crocodile's mother. But the crocodile made remarks about his mother first. And Kotetsu didn't even think they were that bad, as remarks go.
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Date: 2016-09-19 03:49 am (UTC)Even with the nagging little feeling of guilty and worry he still has, the side-hugs and Kotetsu's theatrical storytelling keep the worst of it at bay. What a dweeb. Toshi... totally adores him. The laughter fills him up and makes him feel light. A genuine smile breaks across his face. He can't keep up playing Barnaby for this scenario, he's got a terrible poker face when it comes to Kotetsu.
"... You had to jump out a window?" His tone wavers between Barnaby's 'that was stupid' tone and shocked fear. He's never letting you out of his sight again. No more hibernation mode. He will be alert at all times. He doesn't even realize his arm is getting a little tighter around the hero.
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Date: 2016-09-19 04:16 am (UTC)"Well, no, I didn't have to jump out a window." He kind of had to jump out a window. "It was just, y'know. The first choice that presented itself." And with Croc bearing down on him, he hadn't thought he'd have time to look for a second one. The big green jerk had proven surprisingly, frighteningly fast. "Besides, he was too big to jump out of it after me. And I got a good look at the place on the way down, before I caught myself." He holds up the wrist where his grappling-hook watch remains in its usual place. "It was actually kind of fun."
It's certainly not the worst fall he ever survived. Which might explain why he keeps making mention of it when, to most people, I jumped out of a window to escape a giant crocodile is considered rather alarming news. Okay, he got a bit cut up from the glass, but not as badly as he might have. He does have enough sense not to mention the threat to string him up by his own entrails, though. He only adds: "But, the guy might still be kind of grumpy about it, especially after Bunny gave him a run for his money, and he's probably not gonna be in the mood to ask questions about androids. So just be careful, okay?"
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Date: 2016-09-24 01:32 am (UTC)You make his job very difficult, Mister.
He sighs softly. "I'm just glad you're safe." He has no comment about the fun part. He bristles just a tiny bit at the mention of Barnaby, worry about their safety becoming salient again.
But the irony does occur to him that Kotetsu is mentioning all this for the sake of keeping Toshi safe. He concedes. "I'll be careful." Were he home, he would scold Kotetsu for facing danger without him, but he isn't home, and he doesn't feel like he has the right to do that to this Kotetsu just yet.
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Date: 2016-09-24 04:37 am (UTC)Toshi will no doubt be able to bring Kotetsu a little further back into line soon enough, however. He's already proven that he knows how to talk to his model just to get as far as having Kotetsu walking comfortably beside him.
"Great! I mean, he probably can't get everywhere. Just keep an eye out for places big enough for a giant crocodile to hide. Like, um...the library."
He's only risked going in there once or twice, so far. And only to look for his hat. He hasn't had any luck, so far.
"Speaking of places to hide, I should probably show you where Bunny and I are staying." He scratches thoughtfully at his head, already trying to review his own very shaky mental map of the place. At least in as much as anyone can map the castle. "It's an empty hallway otherwise. So you can pick whichever room you want." Not that an android would probably need to sleep, he realizes even as he's saying this. But...well, what else are they supposed to do? Leave him out in the hall? Toshi deserves to have a place of his own if he wants it...and he should know what to look for, if he needs to find them in a hurry otherwise.
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Date: 2016-09-24 08:18 am (UTC)Besides, he will be happy enough to be allowed to care for Kotetsu and Barnaby, and to be considered a friend. The hugs and smiles are a fabulous start.
"That is very good. I would prefer all of the residents of this castle not be in constant danger." They would all have their work cut out for them.
He perks up, almost catlike. Kotetsu is going to show him his and Barnaby's rooms? Such trust, already. He smiles a soft smile and shakes his head to himself. Of course Kotetsu would trust him so much again so quickly. He never should have underestimated. Still, it's a significant gesture. "I don't really need..." he trails off as a series of thoughts intrude. He doesn't need a room because he doesn't sleep. He doesn't sleep because he simply recharges. He arrived here uncomfortable because his charger was unplugged and left behind.
He has no charging station. He will eventually run down on battery and be unable to continue operating unless he finds or builds one. Right?
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Date: 2016-09-24 04:04 pm (UTC)Let's see...they went up that flight of stairs, they turned right, and now here comes the...third door on the left? Probably the left. Maybe he's actually looking for the third door on the right. Maybe they should have turned left. Either way, Kotetsu pauses to open the door that's his best guess on where to go next. Sure enough, his expression brightens. "Aha! Ballroom." They're definitely on the right track.
It's a vast room - one of the biggest in the place, as far as he can tell - with a gleaming polished floor that's otherwise empty except for the long table piled high with cakes and pastries of various descriptions. Kotetsu mostly ignores them as they head towards the door on the opposite side of the room, and not just because he knows there's jewelry baked into them somehow.
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Date: 2016-09-24 05:04 pm (UTC)He should need his station to charge, and he should have been only partially charged when he arrived. His system, however, is telling him that his battery is at full. That makes no sense. Even if he had fully charged before arriving, he shouldn't be at a perfect 100%. His eyebrows are slowly creasing from the thought.
The declaration of the ballroom does make Toshi perk up a little. Kotetsu seems very satisfied about this development, so Toshi pauses his worry to look around. "It is impressive..."
He glances at the pastries but only for a passing moment. He doesn't eat- he kind of can't, there's nowhere for the chewed up foodstuff to go. All he requires is some water occasionally to fill is coolant tank and to replenish his fluids system for sweat and tears and... the like.
He can't keep silent about the worry forever, though, and he knows Kotetsu would scold him for keeping his fears to himself. "Kotetsu...? You have mentioned this castle does some strange things. I must ask, how do electronic systems fare, here?" The technology of the building is archaic, to him, after all. But his battery...
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Date: 2016-09-24 05:17 pm (UTC)...when did he start thinking of a castle as alive?
He motions for Toshi to follow him. Should be just another couple of turns down the hallway on this floor. Maybe up another flight of stairs.
Even if they've only just met, Kotetsu would definitely scold Toshi for keeping his fears to himself...though neither would he be entirely surprised. It's still gratifying, when Toshi comes right out and admits what's worrying him. It would have taken Kotetsu much longer to come to the logical conclusion on his own.
"Oh, right! Duh, you probably need to charge or something." He facepalms, mentally kicking himself for not realizing as much earlier. Fortunately, at least in this case he has good news to deliver. "Yeah, don't worry about it." He rummages around in his pocket, pulls out his phone, flips it open, and holds it out for Toshi to see. "I don't know if it's something in the air or whatever. But electronics always seem to stay charged, here. My phone's been at seventy-six percent ever since I got here a few days ago. Which is great, considering all the pictures I've been taking."
Hm...speaking of...
"Hey, hold on a sec, will you?" He calls up his camera.
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Date: 2016-09-24 05:41 pm (UTC)He's so stupidly endearing. Toshi wonders if he's half so charming in his own particularities.
"They don't require charging...?" He peers curiously at the phone which is, as stated, right at 76%. Fascinating. That would explain Toshi's own happy batteries. This place just gets stranger and stranger. It's all just so... convenient in it's finger-wiggling magic explanations. It would be suspicious if it actually seemed to point to anything. "That is one less thing to worry about, then."
Hey wait a minute what. A picture? Why. Why, Kotetsu. Toshi really should know him well enough to expect this kind of nonsense and yet. He makes an awkward face. "All right..." If it will make him happy...
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Date: 2016-09-24 05:56 pm (UTC)He almost laughs at the awkward look on the robot's face, but bites his tongue. That is also an expression he associates very much with Bunny, and not just because it can still be surprisingly hard to get a good picture of his partner when TV cameras aren't involved. Yet the guy balks to have Kotetsu's cheap phone camera pointed at him...
Still, he makes it quick, just to put Toshi out of his misery. Kotetsu makes sure to angle the phone to get a good look at the android's eyes, and then...click! That way, he knows it's not just him in a weird outfit. "There we go," he says, replacing the phone in his pocket. "Even if Maverick's not here, something messed with our memories. no one can ever seem to remember how we got here. So if something like that happens again...at least I'll know I know you."
He replaces the phone in his pocket with a smile, before motioning to Toshi to follow again. "Come on. Shouldn't be too much further."
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Date: 2016-09-24 06:23 pm (UTC)Toshi would laugh at himself, if he knew how much his expression resembled Barnaby's. He's taken cues from both heroes now, after spending so much time with them. Having them around as he slowly develops his own personality, free of forced obedience coding and with the Brooks' Natural AI program running, has definitely affected his habits. Some of them are his own, certainly, and some of them he borrowed from other sources, but there are strong veins of both Kotetsu and Barnaby in his behavior.
That is surely a horrible picture of him but oh well. Kotetsu has a habit of taking unflattering photos. It's just a thing.
He has something else to fuss about a moment later, anyway. He's making sure he can keep track that he knows Toshi. That's... so touching. The android fidgets happily as he follows. "I am not sure why we don't remember arriving... or why you don't remember me." There are multiple explanations that don't have to be 'memory fuckery', but none of them are great. Still, the effort is so appreciated.
"Hopefully it is not another Maverick case." He doesn't want to have to lose his shit on another Maverick, but he will.
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Date: 2016-09-24 06:52 pm (UTC)If it is another Maverick case, Toshi will have to wait his turn to lose his shit.
"Or it could even be something in the air. Something about this place, like gadgets always staying charged. We're up in the sky, you know? This castle is flying. Whatever's keeping it up...maybe it messes with our heads, whenever we're brought inside the field." Like an EMP for the thoughts. "I haven't met anyone here yet who wasn't brought here like we were."
Wait. That reminds him.
"Not everyone here is human. Or even, uh, human-shaped. There's other monsters here, besides the big green jerk. But they're all pretty harmless, so far."
He doesn't want Toshi to be alarmed at the sight of walking skeletons.
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Date: 2016-09-24 07:05 pm (UTC)"Perhaps some studies are in order." He isn't the most well-equipped to be testing a place for strange effects, but he could be less so. It's strange that whatever it is that messes with them, or brought them here to begin with, seems to have equal power over an android... and, apparently, over other creatures.
"Interesting. It is good that the monster ratio is so in favor of nonviolence." He's gone into scientist mode a bit.
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Date: 2016-09-24 07:19 pm (UTC)He doubts it, really. But what Kotetsu is mostly trying to avoid is getting complacent. Even claiming a room here for his own was almost more of a concession than he was prepared to make. He has to find a way home. He will find a way home. If it means getting back to Kaede, no stone in this place is safe from getting unturned.
...but in the meantime, they've arrived at those reluctantly chosen rooms. And Kotetsu has at least made some outward sign of marking them as their own. One of the doors bears a wooden plank sign nailed to its front. The words "Barnaby Brooks, Jr." have been neatly painted on that sign in black. An identical sort of sign, only bearing Kotetsu's name, has been affixed to the door next to it.
Kotetsu, meanwhile, lets out his breath in a long sigh, running his hand distractedly through his hair as he surveys his handiwork. "In the meantime...home sweet home, I guess. You can pick whichever room you want, and I'll make you up a sign as soon as I find the art room again."
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Date: 2016-09-25 06:13 am (UTC)"As long as you're careful..." Fussy mombot strikes again. He lost track of you and when he found you again you'd forgotten him, okay? He's worried. "Flying would be extremely useful." He hopes he can find these flight-enabled persons.
There has to be some sense, some order, some force behind this place and everyone's arrival here. Toshi is going to hunt for it. Hm, that's very scientific of him, isn't it? That's another moment of individuality for him to jot down and keep close. A logician. Makes sense, he thinks, considering he's a being of binary and physics. There's an ounce of pride in his smile for a moment, before it goes back to just being fond of Kotetsu.
And his adorable little signs what the heck. Toshi grins a bit wider at them, warmth tingling on his skin. "Thank you." For being so kind despite not knowing him, for being welcoming and trusting and offering him a place near yours to call his own, for the sign offer. For just existing, really. He shyly approaches the room next to Kotetsu's, opening the door to have a peek inside.
It's a room. Dusty and full of webs and signs of misuse. It's simple, sparse. There is a desk, at least. Almost a table with a chair, really, but that's enough. He doesn't need the bed. Toshi's nose wrinkles at the mustiness, but perhaps cleaning it up will be a good distraction from his worries.
"This one will do."
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Date: 2016-09-27 02:09 pm (UTC)...still. Even he can guess a little at why Toshi might be especially inclined to fuss. Kotetsu smiles as reassuringly as he can, and pats Toshi on the shoulder. "Relax, pal. I'll make sure you don't lose track of me again that easily."
And a good way to start with that is getting Toshi settled in to a room nearby. Kotetsu finds himself hesitating for the barest moment as Toshi picks the one right next to his. Reassurances from Bunny aside, he's still having bad dreams. Though none of them have been as bad as that one on the first night, he still doesn't want Toshi to overhear.
...it'll probably be fine. The walls should be thick enough, as long as his dreams don't get as bad as Bunny's. So instead, he just moves to peer curiously over Toshi's shoulder at the new room.
It's about what he expected. Not for the first time, he wonders - how long has this place been abandoned for, anyway?
"Yeah, I know. They're kind of a mess. Hell, I barely got any sleep the first night I was here just because of how dusty it was." Among other reasons.
"Guess the sleeping won't be a problem for you, though. Man, that'd be great. I wish I didn't have to sleep."
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Date: 2016-09-28 04:36 am (UTC)Toshi is caught off-guard with the display of encouraging affection, and the reassurance against exactly what he was most afraid of. You really are something incredible, aren't you Kotetsu? His face relaxes from it's initial surprise into total fondness. He never knew what he did to deserve Kotetsu's best effort, no matter how often he keeps getting it. Their old pattern of playful banter comes to the fore before he can stop it. "You better," he hopes it doesn't come across as too familiar. His eyes widen again for a moment and he stares at his feet.
"They are clearly unused." Which is for the best, in some respects. Toshi wouldn't want to commandeer a room that already belonged to someone. "This place is very strange." Did someone used to live here? Did it have a purpose and a family and a history? How would they even learn? Kotetsu had mentioned a library... with a big mean crocodile monster in it. Maybe not there, then.
"Shall I help you dust it? It is important to get proper sleep..." Fussy mombot strikes again. And shakes his head. "It can be rather tedious, truthfully. I am fascinated by sleep and dreams..."
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Date: 2016-09-28 03:10 pm (UTC)Kotetsu knows that he can sometimes be very careless of other people's feelings. It's something that he tries to keep an eye on, because it's something that's caused his most important people a lot of unnescessary pain in the past. He's still not always successful in paying attention when he needs to. But it's gratifying when he is. The way Toshi seems to settle and relax and metaphorically start breathing again in the face of that reassurance is very, very gratifying.
He opens his mouth to tell Toshi that it's fine, that he got his room at least to the point of being liveable a few days ago even if he doesn't especially want to think of having been here a few days. But then he takes another look, and thinks again. Maybe it will do them both some good to get their hands dirty for a bit. It can be a way for Toshi to feel like he's doing something, and a way for Kotetsu to get used to being around him.
So instead, after he makes a play of consideration, Kotetsu nods. "I think we've got it pretty cleaned up, Bunny and me. But hey, another pair of eyes can't hurt, right? Then after that, I can help you straighten this room up. It's only fair, right?"
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Date: 2016-09-30 05:49 am (UTC)It's always especially wonderful when the hero manages to do well with his observing. He continues to relax in slow stages, each breath that passes another little release of tension. He found Kotetsu. Kotetsu is safe, even if he doesn't remember him... he's accepting him again. Adopting him all over again, like he did the first time. "I would like to assist in making sure you can rest well, as long as we are all stuck here." He offers an uncertain smile, still worried his over-caring might not be welcome. But his fears are unfounded, of course, which Kotetsu proves all over again with his insistence in helping.
"The dust will not bother me but... I will not send you away." He doesn't want to leave Kotetsu alone. Not yet. He nudges the hero gently with his shoulder, and turns to Kotetsu's room to begin his battle against the mess of disuse.
((we can call it done there yes c:))