No, man, it... it makes sense. It makes perfect sense, and you should be justified. You gotta feel what you gotta feel, man. Don't you ever hold back on how you're feeling with me, okay?
[He sounds like he's almost threatening Jake, but really, he's just desperate. He knows how much pressure Jake puts on himself, and he'd always wanted to comfort him, even though the squip frowned upon dealing with such complex human emotions. And because he hadn't been there for him enough... Jake put so much pressure on himself he came to school on crutches, even with two broken legs. He can't let his best bro put himself through hell like that again. He won't... hurt him.
So despite his sinking heart, he puts on a smile for Jake, ignores the way his heart skipped a beat over that brief moment when it sounded like Jake was putting all his crushes aside just for him. He's being stupid. Jake's not into him like that. They're friends. He should be an ally to him. He won't make this more stupidly complicated.]
Oh, uh, geez dude, putting me on the spot here. I don't know if I was really that interesting. I was into lots of nerdy shit... art too. Photography, drawing, whatever. And I guess music too... but that wasn't as suppressed. Really, besides the nerdy hobbies, the squip just focused on repressing the fact that I was super bisexual.
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Date: 2017-10-30 01:03 am (UTC)[He sounds like he's almost threatening Jake, but really, he's just desperate. He knows how much pressure Jake puts on himself, and he'd always wanted to comfort him, even though the squip frowned upon dealing with such complex human emotions. And because he hadn't been there for him enough... Jake put so much pressure on himself he came to school on crutches, even with two broken legs. He can't let his best bro put himself through hell like that again. He won't... hurt him.
So despite his sinking heart, he puts on a smile for Jake, ignores the way his heart skipped a beat over that brief moment when it sounded like Jake was putting all his crushes aside just for him. He's being stupid. Jake's not into him like that. They're friends. He should be an ally to him. He won't make this more stupidly complicated.]
Oh, uh, geez dude, putting me on the spot here. I don't know if I was really that interesting. I was into lots of nerdy shit... art too. Photography, drawing, whatever. And I guess music too... but that wasn't as suppressed. Really, besides the nerdy hobbies, the squip just focused on repressing the fact that I was super bisexual.