Barnaby is sure he can be happy. He'll be happy if he has his partner, and the friends he's made in the castle, and... Toshi. Whatever he is. He doesn't know. He doesn't need to know, isn't supposed to know...
He's so frustrated. He takes another breath and looks at Toshi with a smile.
"It's hardly sweet. I guess I'm just making an effort not to be as selfish as I was."
He doesn't pull away once he's touched. He just breathes slowly, reminds himself to stay calm. Toshi isn't doing anything to hurt him... and the more he gets used to the feeling, the more he realizes it's comforting. After a few more minutes, he's ready to move.
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Date: 2017-03-06 12:20 am (UTC)He's so frustrated. He takes another breath and looks at Toshi with a smile.
"It's hardly sweet. I guess I'm just making an effort not to be as selfish as I was."
He doesn't pull away once he's touched. He just breathes slowly, reminds himself to stay calm. Toshi isn't doing anything to hurt him... and the more he gets used to the feeling, the more he realizes it's comforting. After a few more minutes, he's ready to move.
"Alright then. What were you planning on doing?"