Toshi should have known that denial would be the result. He knows Barnaby well, or he claims to, he should. The haunting memory that the H systems were designed to protect heroes... to protect Barnaby jr. He has failed in his most basic, original purpose. He failed his secondary, manipulated purpose.
He has failed the purpose he chose for himself. He's failed every single purpose he's ever taken on. He's a failure. A destructive, broken tool. All he ever does is hurt the humans he's meant to care for.
Glancing up at Barnaby is a mistake. Toshi doesn't have the capacity or a reason to vomit, but he thinks he understands the meaning of nausea, after that sight.
His voice is so, so small, and cracking and broken. "He did..." He did go after Barnaby. After years of planning, with the perfect plot to replace him. Toshi whimpers.
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Date: 2016-09-30 05:35 am (UTC)He has failed the purpose he chose for himself. He's failed every single purpose he's ever taken on. He's a failure. A destructive, broken tool. All he ever does is hurt the humans he's meant to care for.
Glancing up at Barnaby is a mistake. Toshi doesn't have the capacity or a reason to vomit, but he thinks he understands the meaning of nausea, after that sight.
His voice is so, so small, and cracking and broken. "He did..." He did go after Barnaby. After years of planning, with the perfect plot to replace him. Toshi whimpers.