[Jake has no idea he's about to disrupt Rich's chill mood, already trying to gesture out his thoughts in an attempt to convey them properly.]
Okay, so I know this is a really weird time to bring this up, but I've been thinking a lot since you told me that you're bi. Like, a whole lot, and I was just going to tell everyone once we were out of the hospital but then I decided I wanted to tell you first since--well, I guess you're kinda my inspiration?
[He hasn't actually checked how well his rambling is being received, kind of worried he'll change his mind if he does. Is it weird to just tell Rich first?]
Or, more like the reason I gave things the thought they deserved? [Wait, does that sound too much like flirting? Jake runs his hands down his face for a second before going pointing his hands straight ahead as if he can to guide his thoughts physically. Why is he getting so nervous?]
What I'm trying to say is: I figured out I'm pansexual.
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Okay, so I know this is a really weird time to bring this up, but I've been thinking a lot since you told me that you're bi. Like, a whole lot, and I was just going to tell everyone once we were out of the hospital but then I decided I wanted to tell you first since--well, I guess you're kinda my inspiration?
[He hasn't actually checked how well his rambling is being received, kind of worried he'll change his mind if he does. Is it weird to just tell Rich first?]
Or, more like the reason I gave things the thought they deserved? [Wait, does that sound too much like flirting? Jake runs his hands down his face for a second before going pointing his hands straight ahead as if he can to guide his thoughts physically. Why is he getting so nervous?]
What I'm trying to say is: I figured out I'm pansexual.
[There. He said it. Was that so hard? Geeze.]