Barnaby, it seems, is equally terrified of hurting and being hurt. Both are things he’s had enough of at this point. He just… he wants a rest. He wants to lay in bed and rest for a while.

Maybe he’d like Kotetsu there too. That’s the only person he’s really sure he can trust now that he’s gotten back to normal. But Toshi is… getting closer to that spot.

To the point where he thinks he may also like a hug, if Toshi offered it. He’d be nervous about it, but surely Toshi wouldn’t use touch to manipulate him. That isn’t possible anymore. He’s just being foolish, and he knows that.

“…Thank you, Toshi. I’m glad you think so much of me.” His smile is strained, but definitely grateful. “That’s something I’m still trying to learn right now, but I promise it’s coming with time.” Time further away from Maverick’s words and manipulation.

“It wasn’t just your presence. It was everyone, honestly. And um… you weren’t half as bad as you think.”

Some of the things Barnaby said back then were true… honestly. Even if he’s a little terrified to think about it and admit it.