You're not sorry, he wants to say. But that's not fair. Sans didn't want Gaster to disappear either. But not like this. Instead, he opens his eyes.
"Don't," He shakes out as he tries to back away, as if it does any good even with the purple magic gone. "I don't... I don't want... to forget... he keeps telling me I should, but..."
The hand that goes through him doesn't feel like anything beyond numb, but he gasps at the new sensation all the same. He feels himself go into a long, breathless string of words without stopping, like he's not quite aware of himself.
"Stop stop stop stop stop stop I already know I'm never going to see my brother again why do you want to take my dad away from me too don't take him please just STOP--"
Then the painful resonance. The Gaster in Sans soul suddenly glows harsh and bright through his chest, through all the skin and muscle and blood still leaking out of him. He gasps again at the sudden sensation of Gaster's hand leaving him, and the rest of him collapses on the floor, breathing hard. He grabs at his chest.
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"Don't," He shakes out as he tries to back away, as if it does any good even with the purple magic gone. "I don't... I don't want... to forget... he keeps telling me I should, but..."
The hand that goes through him doesn't feel like anything beyond numb, but he gasps at the new sensation all the same. He feels himself go into a long, breathless string of words without stopping, like he's not quite aware of himself.
"Stop stop stop stop stop stop I already know I'm never going to see my brother again why do you want to take my dad away from me too don't take him please just STOP--"
Then the painful resonance. The Gaster in Sans soul suddenly glows harsh and bright through his chest, through all the skin and muscle and blood still leaking out of him. He gasps again at the sudden sensation of Gaster's hand leaving him, and the rest of him collapses on the floor, breathing hard. He grabs at his chest.
"Stop... stop."
Gaster already did, but Sans was still reeling.